Neptune Quincunx Sun

Your sense of self and your longing for the transcendent do not naturally line up, so you keep adjusting between staying solid and dissolving into the dream. It can feel like the real self and the imagined one are never the same. The work is treating that adjustment as a skill, a hard-won sense of when to ground and when to let go. At your best you become unusually good at honoring both the solid and the spiritual.